you know it's been a whirlwind of events these few days. parties, stayovers & meetups. the 12 days of christmas (: have met up with the c3 clique, canoeing06 people for a xmas dinner, the canoeing05 people for a stayover, bestie, monkey (: , my favouritest&funniest og15 boys +huibing, meeting germs tmr, and plans have been paved to meet the peanuts (swei,shi&hc) plus loverboy =D ! not forgetting theres Omega Night on the 29th which i'm quite excited about (:

i've been laughing so much and feeling so happy, yet admist this frenzy, i know that commercialisation has taken over the true meaning of christmas and i'm unknowingly, or knowingly yet choose to ignore, being sucked into the abyss of it. i kinda miss church, and the christmas celebrations that came along with it and my church friends. i remember christmas service at night, and carolling which followed thereafter where we would visit every house and the fun was in seeing which house's provided the nicest food. and yet the night didnt end there. there was always a house wide open for the night and where everyone will troop down to stayover, playing funny drinking games, and the xbox. and sleepyeyed we'll attend church service the next day.

it's been 2 years i havent hanged out with them.
and i kinda miss everyone.

my new year resolution is to spend more time with them (:

i realised something,
i've never really truly felt lonely before,
cus at every phase of my life
there was at least someone there for me.